I want you to feel ugly, too

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An invoice will be emailed to you and payment requests will be sent on your preferred payment method on July 15th. You will recieve your copy and the zines you ordered on or before August 7, 2021 and will have access to the immersive digital environment for no extra charge. Thanks!

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coming August 7, 2021

Power. Lust. Rage. I want you to feel ugly, too, Joe Nasta's debut book of poetry, pierces the veil between public and private, professional and innapropriate, functional and dysfunctional with zir conversational, lyrical, and unabashedly honest voice. Ze investigates masculinity, romance addiction, pop culture saturation, performance of sexuality, internet-bound bodies, and queerness before addressing the reader as the warped half of zir own mind: "Who do I want to be?/Who do I want to be?"

The first edition of I want you to feel ugly, too will be a limited run of 50 handmade multimedia books. Pre-order your copy today!